The present is but a prelude to the future, and it is not hard to access the eventual fate of an event given that there are necessary conditions available.
I see all these, but my mind is too plagued by sloth to do anything to change this eventuality.
I see the end, I see the friends, I see nothing more than unhappiness and sadness.
But that is not a completely undesirable thing.
I see all these, so I feel the pain now, before it has already happened.
So eventually when it does, I won't feel so bad - maybe I might even feel relieved that it has finally occurred.
Of course you can say that this is a self-fulfilling prophecy, but I guess that is just how I am now.
When all you have are bad experiences, you really can't psych yourself for any good things to come by.
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